2800 Angst

Everything used to be so black and white.

Answers were many, and questions didn’t really even exist in my life.

Things were so cut and dry, but now they’re not.

Now I’m wondering.

Now I’m feeling a little lost.

… So here I am at this time, feeling that 2800 angst.

Everyone’s over there, but I’m still over here.

So why am I changing? Why am I asking questions?

… Well, I’m just trying to understand all of it… life.

I got a little lost. I got a little confused. I got a little down.

It turns out, I knew less than I thought I did.

But now I’m open.

I’m using art as a way to help me process, and understand the confusing things about life. The subjectivity of art used to make me angry. Now it helps me see I’m not the only one a little out of place here.

“I think there’s a lot to be said about not knowing how to feel about something, and it’s okay to not know how to feel about something.”

- Jeremy Zucker