Wow, this is difficult.
I have new respect for anyone who has ever spent time as a writer, or someone who’s tried to share meaningful messages with others. It is much more difficult than I thought. It is so much easier to be critical from the back, than to be leading from the front. To lead from the front requires that you know your own weaknesses, and flaws, yet in the midst of these, decide your message is worth sharing anyway. You know you’re not completely qualified, but then again, no one is. To put your heart into something, and put that thing out into the world is incredibly difficult. It’s repetitive. It’s frustrating. It’s sometimes lonely. However, I also know it’s an amazing feeling to finally get out of that comfort zone, and begin pushing towards that thing you once thought was out of reach.