Orchestra of Noise

It’s hard to find peace and joy amidst a constant orchestra of noise.

“Maybe that cloud that I've been stuck in
I constructed, I conducted
Orchestra of noise, I don't hear your voice
I done made a choice, my consumption
of TV, tablet, tweetin', twerkin', grammin’, gamin', rappin', workin'
Fashion, workin’, workin’, workin’, workin’,
Can't tell if lost
My mind or just made it (lost)
My faith or misplaced it (lost)
My pain or upgraded
Lost my happy thought, then I got jaded (lost)
Focus in my direction (lost)
In details and perfection (lost)
All my faith in white Jesus and my leaders (found)
They aren't who I thought all these years (found)
They weren't even worthy of tears (found)
The opposite of faith ain't doubt
It's when I get it all figured out
Some days you gettin’ all my trust
Some days I can feel so empty
Some days I feel like You love me
Some days I feel like You left me”

- Andy Mineo, song: ‘Clarity’